Monday, January 09, 2006

The lead...

Extremely frustrated I would say the day began & ended. In the midst of the day (while having a pee break in the toilet) I wonder what I am doing for this project is it worth the effort?

Am I leading the session just for the sake me being the host for the session this week? OR I am really being such a saint helping the lead to manage the team in coming up with a successful implementation 6 months later.

Will I get thank @ the end of the day with a pat on the back saying with mere heartfelt of "Good Job Done!" ??? But wait, after all these years of slogging do I really bother on the pat on the back either.

Probably I shall start putting myself as a back bencher & relax for the rest of the project. Anyway I know for sure my area is pretty taken care of. Why should I bother about the others.

Sigh.... This is really a tough job battling between the angle & devil :(

Saturday, January 07, 2006

My very first Blog!

It has been such "in" thing these days to own a blog. But I always puzzle, what is a blog anyway? Well my search for an answer beings. It all started from That was really funny. I had lots fun hearing the series of "zhng my car". Being a vivid car owner myself & having lots of car pals whom zhng-died their car really brought some laughter during those sleepy after lunch office hours. (Oops, my boss shall not view this blog)

The search for "What is a blog" continues.... I had read some local blog celebrities blogs like Xiexue's & Mr. Miyagi's. Theirs are really great! After some findings & researches.... I think I know what blogs are. I hope. This is some place one can express themselves via the worldwide wed in words. Long time ago, I do have this habit of writing diary but eventually stopped doing it realizing those things I'd written were only sad memories which I don't really wish to remember. *Sob*

So.. What shall I do with this blog. Vent my frustrations!. Show my joy. Share my thoughts. Whatever...

Till next time when I manage to figure out more on this.. Good bye.